Trying Hosting Unity games on Web

 This blog is about hosting Unity games on websites. For this I am trying to embed the game into HTML (which I hope can later be made beautiful using CSS or react itself). The game is a simple local two-player 9*9 tic-tac-toe. The game is really just for testing purposes.

If I am successful, there should be a game right below.

 

I used simmer.io in order to host the game and them embedded it in the html of my blog.

 

Trying out other things I also found a really easy way to host my games on GitHub as well. So I just build a WebGL of my games in Unity. I can change the HTML and javascript here and there to change the functionalities. I just upload the build to a GitHub repo - go to settings - pages and simple deploy from the branch I want (in my case, its the main branch)

GitHub branch: Rajaramkarki/PongGameHost: hosting for simple pong game made in Unity (github.com)

Game Playable at Unity WebGL Player | PongGame2D (rajaramkarki.github.io)

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Cricket in Unity with Game Creator #2

 Yay!! finally decided to write a second part. Well, you thought it would die in the first part? He he he, I am here to prove you wrong.

So after the first, I did a lot, but most were about figuring things out and trying out new functions for the game. It includes new animations, a power progress bar, action UI, etc. Most of my time was spent figuring out how to implement the slider bar to act as a power function. 

So first let's get how the slider works. Basically while holding a button for a trigger, the slider keeps charging and once we stop holding then we get the required power. This will be later implemented to determine how far/hard we hit the ball.

For debugging purposes right now, I have also added a little text to show the corresponding power level. The min is 0 and the max is 1

To implement this simple function I had to go through a lot of trials and errors before finally arriving on one implementation. So basically what I did is first create the UI slider which is really not that hard. I just put a few circular sprites on the built-in slider and played with it a little. Then I have a trigger that basically sets the UI active once it is pressed. And as for the charging part, don't judge me, but this was all I could find using the Game Creator and I was too lazy to write an independent script just for this.

Yes, I literally created a for loop but with individual statements :/

I also have restarted the actions once it is all finished so the loop and go on forever. The loop only executes once the trigger is pressed, and every time the trigger is pressed, the SliderValue is set to 0 first. The SliderValue is a variable that stores the value of the slider. It is given by Game Creator's Slider UI itself. 

And to make sure that the slider stops when we release the button, we have another trigger as well. The overview of the trigger is

And in the power reset, I hide the slider first and also cancel the actions for the loop so that it doesn't just keep on going forever. (This was pretty smart of me :))

As you noticed, I also set the ActionSelect active as well after setting the Slider inactive. The action selected is literally a UI that shows us the possible actions that can be done. It literally has five buttons (which can be made prettier later but it's working for now) and each button is a trigger for an action that initiates a state for each of the actions.

This UI literally appears after the power level has been selected and we can call the corresponding action. 

And yes, I have already created four animations for four different types of shots in cricket (I just looked it up on youtube and tried to replicate it in Blender, which was really hard and time-consuming T_T . I really hope Mixamo becomes so big someday that it implements AI to convert videos into 3D animations. All Hail Mixamo). Yeah so let's not get into every little animation (As it is not that great either). Here is a quick look at how everything performs for now.

And in upcoming blogs, I don't want to get too much into the technical stuff but just explain how are things going and how I accomplished certain stuff or functionality. This will just be personal for me and help me focus on game development.

For now, here is how my hierarchy looks

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Cricket In Unity with Game Creator #1

This is the first actual project that I am carrying out in my Unity Game Dev internship. And I hope Game Creator makes it pretty smooth.

First the task at hand: Create mechanics for batsmen in Cricket
- Create at least 5 different types of strikes

If you don't know what cricket is, why even are you here :/

So let's dive into it. What did I complete today you ask?

1. Setting up the character & scene: The first thing to get started was obviously to build up the scene and the character. For the scene, I took a simple stadium model for playing Cricket that can be found here. This also provided me extra work as the creator did not provide any textures that it contained. So being the lazy one that I am, I deleted all the unwanted stuff, added appropriate colors and just put the field only which looked like this:

Then setting up the character was really easy with Game Creator, with just a click of a button. Then I found a 3D model from Mixamo and made the character feel more human. This also gave me some extra work as the textures didn't appear :( . And finally beholdd my mighty character:

Since I have Game Creator I was happy I did not have to work on movements and controls here and there. But oh boy, so wrong I was. I will have to change all the animations phew!!

As for the camera, I kept a camera motor fixed behind the player since for now I am only focusing on the batsmen. 

I also added a second camera motor so that I can look around. I made a key down trigger that swaps the camera to another adventure camera.

2. Animation: Now I needed the player to sit in an idle position where cricket batsmen usually sit. Since T-pose wouldn't cut out for it. I went straight to Blender with what little knowledge I had and got to work. After a while, I got something that satisfied me :) 

 

(I'm really proud of this btw)

I also tried some left-right movements, but let's leave it for another day.

3. Attaching Bat 🤔: This is where it all got a bit tricky. I thought of three individual ways for attaching the bat to the player.

1. Directly placing the bat on the hand of the player under the root bone with the right transformation and the bat would move along with the hand.
2. Using player attachment provided by Game Creator to attach the bat on the hand of the player with some trigger. (Lots of trial and error to get the rotation and position right)
   
   
   
   
   
3. Then the last one was to directly attach the bat to the model itself in blender. This would be really smooth and perfect. But I really don't want to use blender T_T

So what did I do? 
For now, I am still trying to figure it out. But I have placed the bat under the right-hand bone of the character with proper position and rotation.

Looking back at it, I think this is all I did today. Doesn't feel like much when you write like this. Especially since I didn't have to do any coding either (Thanks Game Creator I guess). It ain't much but its honest work. I also tried to add a little hitting animation with a trigger but the bat's location is really messed up I guess

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I Have a Name

 

I have a name 

That has never been called.

Never knew my parents

And these streets are all I can recall.

I’m a strange child

But no stranger than the child next to me.

Our appearances might differ

But that's only for the eyes to see.

Feel my heart, feel my soul

Lost, forgotten, and left to roam

But I still hold on to hope

And search for a place to call my own

The days go by 

Just trying to survive

As the world is cruel

And love is hard to find.

I always ponder Why I got this life?

That I didn't choose

Or is it for the sin

That I didn't commit.

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We got another one.

 

With my frightened fingers drumming on our dining table, I was staring at my nails, zoning out. My wife was doing her chores in the kitchen room. “Ding, Dong!”, a sudden door-bell scared me abjectly. My heart pounded. I, with a palpitating heart, stood up and went to open the door. I lifted the latch and pulled the door open. With scared eyes, I sneaked a peek at the vicinity of my home, but saw none. When my eyes slowly dropped down on our front porch, there was the same delivery laying on it : a whole dead human body packed in a plastic cover. I was scared as hell. “Honey! We got ANOTHER one! We're gonna DIE!”, my fear-stricken voice whined while my torso was shivering. She in a cooking dress came running towards me, unable to catch her breath. “What happened?,” she cried. I was so petrified that I couldn’t muster words to reply to her. “GOOD HEAVEN! ANOTHER ONE?,” she exclaimed out of fear, with her eyes wild with terror. We stared at each other, both filled with trepidation.

Last evening, when the sun left the valley to go climbing up the slopes of the mountains, I found a similar parcel with plastic cover on our front porch. The first glance at the parcel intimidated both of us that we were perspiring heavily. After about an hour of daunting silence, we decided to go on for an evening walk so as to be fresh, leaving behind the deadly parcel in the living room.

Her soft but perspiring hands were locked with mine. We were walking down a tree-lined avenue, occasionally tightening our grip out of foreboding. The light of the day was slowly draining away while we were on the way. Meanwhile, an old woman in black robe and pointed hat was plodding towards us. “Where are you going, my children?,” she asked with her hoarse voice. Little awkward and little perturbed, we answered her that we were on an evening walk. She came a little closer to us and started to explain, “Children, don’t walk down this avenue at this time. This whole valley is under an unfortunate spell.” “Spell? what sort of spell, grandma’?,” my wife asked her immediately. “Few unfortunate houses were chosen to be delivered with a parcel of a dead body. The household receiving altogether three such parcels will be murdered,” she finished her sentence with a cough and left us. Our wide-opened eyes with terror met. We then knew that we were in a vicious circle, facing impending doom.

All the incidents that happened that day were whirling in our mind. With such a state of mind, we decided not to have dinner that night. I was laying in our bed, with my hand on my forehead, when my wife curled into the blanket, putting her right hand on my chest. We both were silent. We didn’t have a dint of idea what we should do in such a situation. Suddenly, a phone ranged. We convulsed with fear. I slowly picked up my phone and looked at the number. It was my friend’s call. We both heaved a sigh of relief. “Yes, buddy! How are you doing?,” I faked my tone so as not to let him feel that I was in trouble -- big trouble. “Broda, I recently got a dead body as a parcel,” his voice was infused with dread and apprehension. “WHAT??” I exclaimed. I was about to tell him that I received a similar parcel twice, but my wife gestured to me not to explain it to him. “I will call you later. There is hella lot of work to do! I’m sorry, buddy,” I replied to him unsympathetically. He, Aryan, didn’t insist me to listen to him - maybe he was in extreme confusion and panic that he couldn’t figure out what he was doing. The call ended.

Again, I was lost in confusion. After a few seconds, my wife exclaimed, “I’ve got an idea!” “What idea?,” I responded to her exclamation with indifference. She began to explain assuringly. “Your friend has also gotten the parcel, and we too have. When we were examining the parcel last evening, we didn’t see any reference to our home address. That means those parcels weren’t specified. If we leave one of our parcels on the porch of your friend's house, we won’t be the victim of the spell about which the old woman explained,” she explained everything with a tone of relief. The idea to me, at that time, was the only solution of the trouble we were bogged down into.

I quickly looked at the wall-clock whose hour hand was pointing at ten. It was really dark outside. I immediately jerked out of the bed, and picked up the parcel and my car keys. My wife shouted and waved her hand, “Drive carefully!” as I drove my car passed my house, with alarming speed. 

Bulged with frustration and perturbation, I accelerated my car as much as I could. The road was dauntily silent. The dead body, the unknown parcel, the old woman, my friend - all was whirling in my mind like a tornado. The only thing I wanted at that moment was to get rid of that parcel. After about half an hour of driving, I was near my friend’s house. I parked my car about a hundred meters ahead. I took out that parcel with my petrified hands, and locked the car. I looked around with my vigilant eyes. No-one was there. I slowly walked towards Aryan’s house. Each step was taken with close attention. “What are you doing here?,” someone patted on my shoulder. I freaked out with prominent convulsion. I turned immediately and saw that it was Rustam with a similar parcel in his hand. I didn’t know how to react to the situation. I was utterly out of my mind. After a few seconds of an unexpected encounter, he explained everything to me about what happened with him for the last two days - his parcel, his encounter with an old woman, Aryan’s phone call. I was awed.

At the outskirts of Aryan’s house, amidst the chilling breeze of midnight, we planned to make Aryan the ultimate victim of the unfortunate spell, leaving our two parcels on the front porch of his house. “If we did so, we would be free from the trouble,” Rustam encouraged me to accept the plan. I nodded.

Rustam handed me his parcel and directed me the way to the front porch. “You put these dead bodies on the porch, ring the bell and run towards the backyard. I will be waiting for you there,” Rustam whispered out. I tiptoed toward the porch, carefully placed the two parcels on it, and ringed the door-bell. With the palpitating heart and the perspiring body, I hurriedly ran toward the backyard. I heaved a sigh when I saw Rustam there. “Calm down! Now, let’s go into his house from here,” he handed me a knife, and we both jumped into the room. I saw Aryan returning to his room with a contorted face. “There he is!” I shouted. We both ran towards him. He got so scared that his eyes and mouth were wide-opened. Rustam flew his hand in the air, and stabbed into Aryan’s belly. “Ahhhhhhh!” Aryan cried in pain. I stabbed another shot into his chest. The blood was flowing out of his body incessantly. The floor was all red with his blood. I got so panicked that I lost the grip of my knife. It dropped. With final unbearable crescendo, Aryan breathed his last air.

I became unsettled. My eyes moved furtively around the vicinity. Outside the window, the face of the old woman whom we met on the avenue appeared mysteriously. In a jiffy, the old woman entered the house, and caressed the corpse of Aryan with love. Rustam and I looked at each other with an air of confusion and regret. “Kaliyug!” the old woman sighed and walked away. 

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Concept Paper

 

ACADEMIC CONCEPT PAPER

“Focusing on establishment of library to lower dropout rates in SEE”

 

Introduction

Libraries can help a lot of students in their academic studies for all groups but mainly for the SLC or now known as SEE appearing students. SEE is a secondary level examination with a high value. Getting good grades in the SEE examination can sure give rise to many opportunities to the students. In my knowledge in our village Golanjor Ward no 8, there are rarely any libraries. The government school is the only educational institution there, and the school doesn’t even have a library. They lack financial support and are hardly able to run themselves properly. Students appearing in SEE level examination don’t have much references for their study which explains the poor performance of the students in my village. With a proper library with even few reference books can help the students improve their grades. The dropout rates in SEE is also increasing in my village as student think they can’t do much in the examination and just quit. Library can help reduce the dropout rates.

 

Need of this Study

It is estimated that more than 100 students dropout during SEE every year in my village due to poor education. Most of them are from low-income family with poor lifestyle. Many students cannot even afford books or have time for reading in the village. With the establishment of the libraries in my village, the people from poor family will be able to get access to the books and other materials required for their SEE examination and thus reducing their mentality of dropping out.

Background

Several surveys conducted in the village has shown that 80% of the reason for the dropout of students in SEE level is due to low income. With this in mind Leo Club (2013) distributed text books and copies for the SEE appearing students with great success. However students still said how they lacked other materials for study and most of the students also had to go work in the fields which gave them less time to focus on studies. Therefore to eradicate the problem even further Red Cross Nepal (2015) launched a campaign around the village focusing on the importance of education for children as well as the value of SEE certificate. The campaign was named “सबै साक्षर बनौ”.

With many succeeding campaigns and distribution programs still the dropout rates haven’t dropped much. They are all lacking the environment for them to study properly which very much library can provide. The government school was also established for the new leap in educational sector in the village.

 

Objectives

The  research  paper  seeks  to  achieve  its  general  objective  of  lowering the dropout rates of SEE appearing students by focusing on the following specific objectives:

• ·  To determine the effectiveness of the role of educated students in the development of the village sector.
• ·    To help students achieve their dreams of higher education by providing quality lower educations.
• ·    To make parents more supportive of education for their children.
• ·  To create a clean and silent environment for the students to learn, discuss, share their opinions and ideas as well as problems.
• ·    To create an educational community.

Research Questions

• · Does having a good and silent environment with all the necessary study materials motivate students to study?
• ·  What are the views of parents and guardians regarding this matter?
• ·   Do parents not question the decision of the SEE drop outs in the village?
• · Do students in village sectors not get enough opportunities in the educational fields?

 

Methodology 

The  study  intends  to  use  cross  sectional  survey  design  in  determining  the impact of the establishment of library on the quality of education the students get.

The study will sample 5 local wards and 3 VDC’s in Ghurmi, Sindhuli out of a population of 1 thousand which are mainly in village area settings excluding the headquarters areas. The study will collect both primary and secondary data, and the quantitative data generated will be analyzed using descriptive statistics which will include percentage distribution, mean and the frequency counts. The qualitative data from the study will undergo transcription and reported in themes and sub-themes. The relationship between the independent and dependent variables will be explained through multiple regression. Thus giving us an exact value from the data with graphs and tables.

 

Research Timeline

The project is expected to compete in 17 weeks with the following indicated as the activity’s durations for every section of the research project:

Research Section                                                          Duration

1. Title                                                                             1 week

2. Introduction                                                                 1 week

3. Need for this Study                                                      2 weeks

4. Background                                                                  3 weeks

5. Objectives                                                                    1 week

6. Research Questions and or Hypothesis                       1 week

7. Research Methodology                                                2 weeks

8. Data analysis interpretations and discussions              3 weeks

9. Summary conclusion and recommendations               2 weeks

10. Reviewing work for final submission                       1 week

 

References

Leo club (2014). Books distribution campaign.

https://e-leoclubhouse.org/sites/kathmandusamakhushi/

Red Cross Nepal (2015). “सबै साक्षर बनौ”. Campaign

 

 

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An Appalling Night

It was a dreary dark night. Bishal, a ten year old boy, after having soggy rice with plain gundruk, went to his decrepit bed. He didn’t deny anything; neither did he demand more, for he knew that it was his way of life. Suddenly, after eerie lightning, unnerving thunderstorm occurred, followed by torrential rain. A moment later, the incandescent light bulbs, one in his room & another in the kitchen, began to flicker, and went out. Then, his mother began to grope for a candle & a lighter. Bishal, with his eyes opened, was about to be lost in his reverie, when an awfully tremendous thunderstorm occurred, and he cowered in fear. His mother lit the candle, and it began to flicker softly, permeating the pool of yellow effect. With a sense of foreboding, he curled up with a ragged blanket. 

“Bishal! Ahoy Bishal! Are you asleep?,” the mother, coming to his room, shouted to be heard above the deafening downpour. 

He didn’t respond. The mother closed the rustic hard-hewn wooden door of his room, thinking that he might be sleeping. 

Bishal softly closed his eyes. Shreds of thoughts were swarming in his brains, and swiftly, a couple of questions occupied his mind; where may my father be? Is he again in a tavern, imbibing too much alcohol? Arcane shivers kept running down his spine. He couldn’t do anything but to avoid the swarms, and set out for a deep and dreamless sleep. 

An hour might have passed. Suddenly, the sound of someone blootering the kitchen’s door made his mother scream, and Bishal’s eyes were, involuntarily, wide-opened, abruptly awakened. Bishal, at once, recognized his father’s drunken bellows of rage. But he couldn’t pay heed to the sitch, for his eyes were full of sleep amidst the drowsy downpour.

No sooner had he closed his eyes for a few minutes than he heard his mother sniveling. This time, not only his eyes opened but also his mind awakened. He got up, and walked silently to the door, that was ajar. He dared not let a door creak. He stood as though awestruck, staring at the dreadful scene yonder through the small opening. 

With a faint light of inconsistently flickering candle-flame, Bishal saw the execrable fist of his father landed furiously on his mother. Suddenly, lightning struck, followed by a thunderstorm. What else would that poor boy need for his heart to be pounded like a jackhammer? Tears began to well from his eyes. He stood stupefied.

The father, at that time, was giddy, apoplectic with rage. His eyes were suffused with anger. He was abusing her, vituperating her. Anger, demoness and horror were all depicted on his face. Fist after fist; Blow after blow; each strike seemed to be more gut-wrenching than the last. Blabbering out whatever words came to his mouth, he incessantly banged his fist down upon her fragile body. She could do nothing other than weeping, holding her head between her hands; begging for no more fists. She was more dead than alive. He looked at her with an expression of infinite aversion and his lips were quivering with anger. Another WRATHFUL fist and she sobbed violently which slit his soul up like a razor. In paroxysm of convulsive despair she threw herself across her bed and hid her face in her hands. Blows became more and more harsh; the cries became louder and louder. 

“Why, why do you torture me so terribly?,” she wailed. He goes on striking, yelling, “You, cunt, deserve nasty beatings.” She kept on wailing, “Why do you delight to see me suffering?" The wails and moans flowed on, more agonizing, more plaintive, more prolonged. He, then, picked whatever he could get in his hand and threw them at her, yelling, “You, the source of all trouble! You, the unluckiest bitch!” She sank into oblivion, prostrating her lifeless-like body. Relentless father pinioned her in both her arms and flung her away. She suffered so much that her scream died away in her breast. With a callous threatening gesture he commanded her to be silent. Her body was shuddering all over. She tried hard to suppress her sobs. She clutched her pillow in both hands and thrusted her face into it. A whole century in tears could she spend with the memory of such painful nights. 

With a grimace, Bishal stood still, not knowing what he should do, watching the dreadful scene cowardly. Bishal felt terribly ashamed, so ashamed that his father, to him, worth no more than a ditch. Fortunately, his father stopped, well-nigh exhausted, perspiring heavily. It seemed, to Bishal, as if his father’s inebriated wildness dissipated. He, hardly able to control himself, fell down unconsciously. She was smeared with tears with convulsive weeping. At last the candle that was burning in the corner began to waver, and then it flickered and went out. Silence reigned. That was, for Bishal, unbearable, and going to his bed, he threw himself on his bed and hid his face in his hands. With the dreadful scene in his mind, he could not sleep a wink that day. He, weeping, murmured with utter repugnance, “I knew not until now to what point of insanity a so-called gentleman can stoop down!”

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Can We Know Everything?

        

 

Humans have acquired a tremendous amount of knowledge so far, from Hadron Collider to Haiku to Hattori. Humans have been learning from nature, discovering astounding facts, and inventing myriads of stuff for millennia.

How have we been acquiring all the knowledge? The obvious answer to this question is, of course, that we've five sense organs, with the help of which we can know our nature better, and our intellectuality, without which we could neither memorize things nor be creative nor form strategies nor engage in critical thinking. If someone wants to know about a cuisine, let's say spaghetti, s/he speculates the structure of the food, touches it, smells it, tastes it to know its features, and learns more by hearing about the food and so on. It's with the best use of sense organs & intelligence that humans have been unearthing mind-boggling discoveries, inventions, formulas, and theories. And of course, we're rigorously working to know about hitherto unknown things that lie before us. Albeit, the more we're working on to understand the universe, the bitterly our limitations are hitting us hard. While walking on the path of knowing 'everything,' the questions arise: Are our sense organs enough to perceive everything that happens around us? Is our brain capable enough to catch every unprecedented knowledge?

Undoubtedly, we, human beings, are the most intellectual creature in the world. We do indeed have better learning capacities than any creature in this world. Our brain helps us to learn about things. But, it's also possible that many things have gone unnoticed. For example, for an amoeba, 'to know everything' is to know how to change its shapes seamlessly, to eat microbes nimbly, and to reproduce. Anything that lies beyond that horizon will be unknown & unnoticed. In the same fashion, are we not like an amoeba in this infinitely complex and confusing universe trying to know 'everything'? 

Because we don't possess every sense organ necessary to sense everything around us, and also because our intellectuality is limited, knowing 'everything' becomes nigh-impossible. Since the Big Bang, everything in the universe is perpetually evolving. Each second holds a paramount significance for anything. The way our earth was isn't the way our earth is. Everything is changing its form. Even our discoveries are becoming wider and wider. Our knowledge has gained surprisingly high stature. Our future has got infinitely many possibilities. Our thought process has changed. Forsooth, in the universe where nothing remains static, knowing 'everything' doesn't hold a significant meaning. Had we had, in 2018, claimed to know about 'everything,' we would have been entirely unknown about COVID. So, knowing 'everything' is damn near impossible. Each entity in this vast universe holds an infinite possibility of the future; therefore, acquiring knowledge will never come to a halt.

What can be the major obstacle in the process of knowing 'everything'? The answer, to my mind, is the way physics works to us. The most popular limitation we've been hearing about is that we can't travel as fast or faster than the speed of light. There are myriad such limitations, overcoming of which is impossible. In a world where we consider 'going to a neighboring planet' a revolution, how can we expect to know everything about billions of billions such astronomical objects? Knowing 'everything' isn't an easy-peasy process. When we ruminate about its horizon, we feel utterly unmotivated. Things get even worse when you know about the quantum world where reality isn't what it seems. 

Another major point of my argument is the vague definition of 'everything.' Does ‘everything’ mean literally everything? Within the horizon of ‘everything’, should the thoughts/psychology of every human be considered? If not, then we always do have something left to know. If yes, then how can we leave the thoughts of every human that has deceased? And, what about the thoughts of animals? About the factor that triggered every creature to do what it does? This is just an example. We do have chiliads of such fields of knowledge. Before setting an unnecessarily overly ambitious goal to know ‘everything,’ we should understand that we do have lots of vague fields of knowledge, either considering or dispelling them open the nasty Pandora’s box.

Can we know everything? NO!

Can we know nothing? NO!

The spectrum between ‘everything’ and ‘nothing’ is so unimaginably large that our knowledge lingers in between those two ends - specifically rather close to the latter.

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I don't wanna wake up

 

You are my bed at 7 am before class

You are the snooze button, letting the time pass

You are the dream that i close my eyes to get back to

You make me forget to do the things i have to

But i love this slumber, a total bliss

I love you always, remember this

My close one tell me it's messed up, but

I don't wanna wake up.

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When you Die

When you die

Your truths won't matter nor your lie,

Leaving behind sorrows of every kind.

Neither pain nor pleasure you feel

Going up and up higher than the hills.

Your loved ones weep

From dusk till dawn

For their life is redrawn.

People gather for the funeral

That you won’t see

Feeling every sad emotions 

But you are finally free.

For every seed you sowed

The eyes will water

And the heart goes still.

Immortal you become

As the plants starts to grow

For many years to come.

Among the stars

One will strive to find

Who is heard by the deaf

And seen by the blind.

For you know

You are lost forever in ever wandering lights

When you die. 

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Dreams

Dream is technically defined as 'a series of thoughts, image, and situations occurring in a person's mind during sleep'. But it is often described as an ambition or an ideal situation that one wants to be in. Every person has a dream of this own, which he thinks will come true someday and miraculously make his life fanciful and totally different in the way he wants. But for myself, i have very simple dreams unlike many of the people. I have simple dreams but many of them.

Imagine these for a second. How amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head? How good is the feeling when you become the reason your mom smiles? How amazing is it to see your dad happy when you starts supporting family? How beautiful is that proud moments when your mom can talk about your achievements with others? Things like these has always been my dreams. I just want these to complete . Like a famous saying by John H Johnson

"Dream small dreams. If you make them too big,

you get overwhelmed and you don't do anything. 

If you make small goals and accomplish them, 

it gives you confidence to go on higher goals."

I always had that feeling and i have discussed it with a lot of people. They also wanted it but not hard enough to put their mind and soul for it. They simple just don't prioritize it. They want to earn more money, marry someone and get settled. Yes, I also want to do all of these. But being married after 30 is still beautiful. Starting a family after 35 is still possible. Buying a house after 40 is still a boss move. We shouldn't let people rush us with their own timeline. Why not give our early time to our parents? We know they will now be with us forever. And we should always remember when we are happy with who we are, it won't matter who isn't. This is my personal view on dreams. Yes, I have some long term dreams, but they will slowly be close enough for us to grab by accomplishing many small dreams and more.

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